JEEEEZ

I can't actually believe how long it has been. I thought I was on a blogging kick and was doing really well at it, but I guess not. I've finished every single exam which is a relief and I've also finished school forever. There are so many people that I know I'll miss. I haven't had a proper lesson at school since Easter I don't think. It's weird because the people I miss are the ones that I know I've not going to see everyday. There were so many people who I looked forward to sitting next to in class or being forced to work in groups with and I completely took every minute for granted. It was always nice just walking past people and seeing that everyone was happy and were having all these new experiences and things to look forward to and just knowing that they are all there gave me some comfort. Now I will only see them if I bump into them or happen to be at the same event as them which kind of makes me feel empty, but I guess a new start in college will be healthy and new. I'm going to college to do beauty which is really exciting! I also recently got a job interview sent through the post which pays really, really well so I hope I get it, although so many other people are trying for it! Sorry if this is really random. I have a lot on my mind at the moment and can only think of a few things. I know I'm not going to sleep much tonight as usual. At the moment getting to bed at 2am is amazing. I can't remember the last time I slept before that apart from when I've been a tad hungover. I am a victim of thinking until I fall asleep, dream and then wake up and think until I go to bed again and it's usually about the same thing. It's 1am at the moment and I am still awake and don't plan on sleeping any time soon. My dad will be up in about 4 hours for work. Anyways I shall hopefully get this thing going again. I enjoy doing it even if no one actually reads it ha! Wish me luck with the whole sleeping thing. xxxx